spin your webs strong, your stories thick. send your words out from their corners
into the world and watch: they pull us along.

Summer 2025 Issue 2
ARDEN ELI HILL
Thirteen Ways of Looking at a Walking in on my Lover
1
Of course, it had to be the living room
when I’m coming home with my daughter
who I jerk backwards
but who manages to assess later
it looked like they were wrestling.
2
Maybe, eventually, with humor.
3
The words first, last, and only come to mind
but mostly I am speechless save an oh my god
and some facial grammar.
4
Context is everything.
This wasn’t the doorway to our bedroom
when I have gotten back from the kitchen
from getting us water
from getting us so thirsty
to satiating us all.
5
There is a right way
and a wrong way
to bend over
backwards for someone.
6
The advice show, don’t tell, only applies to writing.
7
Take a picture. It will last longer,
but I don’t think the image
is going anywhere
anytime soon.
8
This week three different therapists
hear three different stories
and keep separate council.
9
Probably, someday, with more compassion.
10
I’ve heard the soul
leaves the body sometimes,
so I wonder if she watched
what I walked into
from someplace on the ceiling.
11
When I look at my chest
I can see a blackbird
pecking away at something
tucked beneath my ribs.
12
Compulsion comes up
when I google compersion.
13
A man and a woman are one
I would have preferred
to see a blackbird.
ARDEN ELI HILL, despite being from Louisiana, has never wrestled an alligator, only a kangaroo. He is the author of a chapbook, Bloodwater Parish, that delves into race, gender, sexuality, and adoption in southern Louisiana. Arden’s work has appeared in such publications as Willow Springs, Western Humanities Review, Tupelo Quarterly’s disability folio, Strange Horizon, About Place’s Strange Wests Issue, the Irish journal The Wild Umbrella, the award-winning anthology First Person Queer, its sequel Second Person Queer, and more. Arden’s most recent work is in new words press and Impossible Archetype. In case you are still thinking about the kangaroo, Arden won.